Category: Mood

  • morning walk

    the view inside my thoughts is clear
    even in a cloudy world
    walking the true path calms me
    the sound of my steps
    through wind-swept leaves
    may I always be this present

  • chaos and order

    chaos and order

    order and chaos
    you may not see
    the pattern behind the chaos
    you may not know
    a reason behind the order

    there is a universe of order
    in the garden spider’s web
    the spiral of the stars
    the center of the galaxy
    a star warming the solar system

    there is a universe of chaos
    in the black widow’s web
    odd connections in the beauty
    the repetitions in the quantum
    the vibrations of string theory
    a black hole devouring space

    i am both of these
    order catching the strays
    chaos trapping disparate thoughts
    the wrapping of ideas within ideas
    the taste of clear and present moments
    a messy spiral of joy

  • seeing in the dark

    I long to be just like one of them,
    those few amazing people
    who, when faced with the darkest night
    can still see a far-away light
    though impossibly
    dim


    I yearn to, like them, believe
    that though my eyes be weak
    I can somehow know there is a light
    even in the darkest moment
    and in that knowing
    see

  • loss

    we don’t lose
    our people who move
    into the next adventure
    there’s nothing lost
    they brought to
    our lives, our world
    everything is here
    available everywhere
    contributions remain
    it doesn’t end
    presence extends
    moments remembered
    memory embraced
    legacy retraced
    death isn’t final
    life is eternal
    the physical may burn
    the spiritual will churn
    we never lose
    our loves that move
    into the next adventure
  • abyss

    I leapt into an abyss
    it swallowed me whole
    and the dark was just too deep
    to see
    falling
    took away my sense of direction
    the hole was just part
    and what I missed
    was not what I thought but what
    I felt
    when
    I hit the bottom and collapsed
    there was only up
    But I couldn’t see the sky