the view inside my thoughts is clear
even in a cloudy world
walking the true path calms me
the sound of my steps
through wind-swept leaves
may I always be this present
Category: Mood
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morning walk
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chaos and order
order and chaos
you may not see
the pattern behind the chaos
you may not know
a reason behind the orderthere is a universe of order
in the garden spider’s web
the spiral of the stars
the center of the galaxy
a star warming the solar systemthere is a universe of chaos
in the black widow’s web
odd connections in the beauty
the repetitions in the quantum
the vibrations of string theory
a black hole devouring spacei am both of these
order catching the strays
chaos trapping disparate thoughts
the wrapping of ideas within ideas
the taste of clear and present moments
a messy spiral of joy -
seeing in the dark
I long to be just like one of them,
those few amazing people
who, when faced with the darkest night
can still see a far-away light
though impossibly
dim
I yearn to, like them, believe
that though my eyes be weak
I can somehow know there is a light
even in the darkest moment
and in that knowing
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loss
we don’t lose our people who move into the next adventure there’s nothing lost they brought to our lives, our world everything is here available everywhere contributions remain it doesn’t end presence extends moments remembered memory embraced legacy retraced death isn’t final life is eternal the physical may burn the spiritual will churn we never lose our loves that move into the next adventure
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abyss
I leapt into an abyss it swallowed me whole and the dark was just too deep to see falling took away my sense of direction the hole was just part and what I missed was not what I thought but what I felt when I hit the bottom and collapsed there was only up But I couldn’t see the sky